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Saturday, 31 October 2009

When do you stop growing up, and start growing old?

That is a question I have been asking my dad for a looooong time. And every time I get some stupid answer which revolves around him still being a ,i quote, "young, handsome" man. *cough cough* (my sister usually barfs at this point XD) no offense dad.

My hands frickin itch, and have been itching for the entire week. It really is quite annoying this stupid rash. pop up here and there all the time and its especially bad when they get to places i can't scratch like my palms or the soles of my feet. Yes. The soles of my feet. sigh. Doc gave some cream and pills. But I think that'll just suppress the itchy part while i wait for it to go away. Lets all hope it does.

Meanwhile, everything else just continues to go on. PW is being PW. School has started again and gaining momentum. OP is coming and i have to somehow find time to complete our model so i can use it for the OP. I am feeling mixed feelings as per usual. From emo to happy then to emo again and back. Finding it really hard to get back into school mode though. Lessons and all that jazz. Pretty much done for the year. Which then leads me to the holidays. Not sure i'm looking forward to this one. I actually have to study this time |: siiiigh...

BUT oh well.When i feel like this there is only one thing to do. Listen to music really loud and not care about what happens next :D the only way to live life hahaha.

I. Want.To. Go. Out. And. Shoot. Photos. Anyone interested? leave a comment (:

"He's going outside in the middle of the night with you, tell me what i'm supposed to do?
Its alright i can go another time with you. But tell me why would i want to?" - Middle of the Night, Sherwood

Sunday, 11 October 2009

And so we go forward...

So it has ended. Promos are out and now every other thing is in. The most annoying of which happens to be PW and i have no idea what is going to happen now. Lotsa work to do. But that unhappy thought can wait till i have to think about it.

The fact that i am writing this would mean that i am now supremely bored while waiting for something to happen. Maybe i'll go out to take photos or something? Whats a fella to do when bored?

Random thought a. I never realised how much i like the Joker as a villain in Batman. Sure the joker in the movie was *frickin* awesome, but i just bought two comics with the joker in them and it seems as though the joker is really a villain that the Batman will never be able to defeat. The Jokers sole purpose in life seems to be to defeat Batman but at the same time since Batman is too much "fun" he wont kill him. As for Batman, his vow not to kill puts him in a dilemma between ending the Jokers life or just throwing him back into Arkham again. His motives are not money or power. He just wants it. I quote "Some men just want to watch the world burn"- Alfred. I think this is what gives him his impact. Heh and i like it.

Random thought b. I still hate this place. Stupid "boarding school".

Random thought c. boreeeed

"Love you forever, Forever is over"
music is good

Monday, 21 September 2009

pfft

Perfection is overrated.

Saturday, 12 September 2009

Aaaaaaaand cut.

So it draws to a close. Its Saturday now and tomorrow is Sunday. 24 hours is no longer a viable measure of time. Its too short and you never know what happened to those hours at the end of the day. I am sorely tempted to keep a journal of the things i manage to do in a day. But I am put off as i know that it will epic fail.

The whole holiday though i thought it was good. Had plenty of time to catch up with people i haven't hung around with much. That was good stuff. I think now school will be a lot easier to handle thanks to that. Heh somehow this group makes the holidays seem so much more, holiday-like. That's what we all really need. Not some week where your notes and crap like that are constantly bugging you to pick them up and the guilt of not studying nagging at the back of your mind all the frickin time. With the "gang" that all just disappears for a while and its a real holiday. Feel kinda bad for those people who have lots off CCA stuff to do. That must be crappy, unless you enjoy your CCA which is unlikely. Meh who am i to talk, I enjoy my CCA even if it is a little annoying sometimes. Holidays are no more for these people.

Work was done granted not much. I really need someone to study with but not too many people. Alone i lose motivation fairly quickly, like say 5 hours max? And with too many people then it reduces to about 10 minutes. I really need to get back in the O-level mood where close to 13 hours a day for several days was no problem. Shit scared for promos though, especially for some subjects. Study study study....zzzzzZZZZZ.

Got new songs from all over! Practically glued to my earphones or speakers now.

"If you think a kiss is on the lips, then c'mon you got it all wrong man.
And if you think that our dance was in the hips, then...do the twist" -The White Stripes, Jack White F.T.W.

Friday, 28 August 2009

There they were.

Had a pretty good day today.

Tutorials were good, lectures were lectures and nothing bad happened. Then photog was pretty fun but i sense that some members are a little bored during meetings |: must find a way to change that...humor maybe? (:

Left a little early to go to CJCs performance. Met many many of my old friends, both SJI and then some :DD Felt good to be around them again. Its like all the JC-ness just kinda melts away and you forget, for a precious moment, all the crap you have to do and feel like you were still sec4 where everything was carefree and easy, where the friends were always there and really nothing else matters. It hits me again how close we are as a level. I was greeted today by people i didn't know knew my name. My very first greeting wasn't a simple "Hi" but a wrestling match with one of my scouty friends followed by several tight hugs from a few other people. There were no awkward "Hows JC treating you"-s but instant jokes and laughs all around. Even those friends whom i only knew for less than a year i was able to chat with them and laugh (: Heck, met someone i didn't know and had a good laugh (: These are the times to remember when everything seems so tiresome. All these people have changed much and yet stayed the same and that is comforting in many ways.

There are something i feel like saying but my head tells me that its better to just keep it to myself.

nights.

"Everythings so blurry"